I wish I wrote my thoughts down last night

I feel like I have forgotten some stuff from this morning. But I will try to do my best to fill you guys in.

The Mood: Sexy, I'm wearing my new shirt, new shoes, relativly new underwear and jeans (which are kinda tight), and I've been hard all morning, so I definately feel sexy. Yes, you just read that I have been hard all morning, your eyes are either burning, or parts of you are getting moist (lips, or, other lips). I'm feeling so sexy, I sent Erika a special email (wink wink).
The Music: Ozomatli, as I was waiting for my subway for a half hour (which is usually 5 minutes) I was rocking out to their hot beats, had to fight myself to keep from dancing on the platform, but I was moving to the groove.
The Place: in the office, thats pretty self explanitory, isn't it?
The Line: 'its a rental!'

Yesterday was pretty lame, but the evening turned better and I had a fun night. After work I went to get Erika lunch and it was nice, since I haven't seen her since my birthday. She only ate 3/4 of the quesadia, so I had to eat my quesadia, my taco, and her quesadia leftover and her soft taco (no not that one, but I would have easily done that if she was willing to hope into the back seat). On the way to her campus, I passed Charlie's house, and saw his truck. So I called him up and we hung out. He was playing Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas, and it was alot of fun to watch that game. Stephen arrived back in Queens and came on over. Then we headed out for some food. And of course the food in that area is unacceptable (not really) so we went to the village to Papaya Dog. It was my 2nd try there, and even though their dogs are better and you can get more on your dog, their Banana Drink is just not as good as the other papaya places. We weren't full, so Charlie directed us to the best Brown Stand in town, and seriously, he must be because he had a line! It was around midnight, and he had a line!! There was another vender around the corner, maybe 20' away, and he had no customers, and this guy had a line. It was alot of food. I did not intend to eat so much yesterday. I bypassed breakfast today because I am still full. Considering skipping lunch too.

When we got back into Queens we checked out Astoria. I had to show Stephen Ronit's crazy house, and that its literally up the Street and on the same block as Brian's apartment. Then we circled around Astoria Park, and then we went THROUGH astoria park with the car. We were driving through the walk way, and freaked out this guy who was changing his pants (?) on a bench. On the way back to Charlie's, he gets the briliant idea to throw a rubber ball at the windshield (which I thought "did some bastard through a cherry into our car!?"). Well I confiscated the ball from him, still have it BTW. Then I drove to my garage and Stephen followed in his car. Stephen pulls up to me and asks me, "do you have any grey pupon?" We did a little quasi-racing. Then we stopped on a light next to each other, and I wanted to do a stupid thing to, so I threw the garbage from the mexican food I got for Erika, I just forgot there was a glass bottle in the bag. Lucky that stupid car has slow windows, then it could have hit his head. There was no damage, and either way, its a rental!

Don't know whats happening tonight, maybe hit the Luna, The Twelve are playing there tonight. Maybe Anat will come out...oh...no...wait, its 'family dinner night' so she wont be able to come out and play. Maybe Ronit will?

Erika, you will love this

Gilmore Girls Funny Screencaps

Well, most of my friends will really like this, but Erika would realy like this, since she actually watches the real show.

Ronit's Menu

Its not her personal menu, but its the menu in the common area of where she is staying. Looks like a real fun place to stay. I like how "the dick" is more expensive than "basic sex"

By the way, her house kinda looks like the one in the opening of Scooby Doo.

Ready for graduation

I picked up my Cap and Gown and Tassel and Psi Chi Stole today. I also bought one of those holders/books to put my diploma into. It felt so good to walk through my campus again. Seeing the beautiful people, enjoying the scenery (things blooming). I ran into Aytan. I stopped by Sci Fi Anime to drop of Richard's DC games. And I was blown away! There were 3 women in the room! 2 that were new! One looked pretty damn decent! Some might even say she was good looking, or more! But I will just give her a 'pretty damn decent.' We also have 5 TVs! And allegedly the all work. Someone brought in a limited edition DC (Sports version). Mushy was there, his girlfriend who's name I never remember (Jay, is it?). Hangman and OG were there, and the rest were all fresh faces. Kapo just left the campus when I got there. I was there for only a couple of minutes, but I had to force myself out, I had to get back to work. It was very difficult to leave. Maybe I will stop by there again tomorrow after work. I picked up the college news paper, and one of their articles talks about QC making it to Face Book. NO! I will NOT make a god damn Face Book account, don't even talk to me about that BS!

Some might as, 'why the hell are you even going to that stupid ceremony?!' Thats a good question Billy. There are a couple of answers to that. I will refer you to an earlier post, where I mention how things will soon be taking a turn for the worse, so I am trying to get as most out of life as I can, while I can. Also, my parents never got to attend my brother's ceremony (neither did he). Also, its a great reason to not go to work that day (if that day is during the week, like I hope it is). While it is true that have hated all my previous graduations, this one IS different, its from an institution I feel fondly about. Also, its an excuse to be on campus.

While I was doing stuff during the day, I had my phone switched off. I do that so I don't have to ignore calls from the office, and it just seem like I am underground. I do check my messeges when I have a free minute. I heard all her messeges. Her last messege was that she was feeling upset. I got that messeges about 40 minutes after she left it, and I was in the office then, I turned on AIM, and there she was, she IMed me, and just telling me how she is mad at me because I wasn't there for her when she needed me and she is still upset, but now she doesn't want to talk about it. This all seems very childish, because if you have a problem, you should be able to talk about it, not act like a little child and pull that move "I'm mad at you, and I'm not going to talk to you about it!" Thats the type of responses I am getting. I tried to talk to her, but she isn't being receptive. There is no person who can ALWAYS be there for you! Its just a fact, we have individual lives from each other, and we have our hands full sometimes, or we are unreachable. If I want to discuss something with her, I try to wait for the best time to talk about it, not get angry with her because she can't talk about what I want to talk about at a certain time.

Last night I met up with Anat and Ronit. Anat helped me with a personal project. We got some take out from Sato and went to Ronit's to eat it. Funny how she lives on the other end of Brian's block. Her house is kinda creepy. Going up the walk way, you would think no one lives there at all, except maybe some crack-fiends. Then we made our way up a set of stairs that seem like they will fall apart pretty soon, they are already slanting. But once we were on the 2nd floor it was cool, seemed like frat house, but a little bit more orderly. They had a great deli menu, if only Anat would send me the pictures of it, I would post it here.

Gotta find something to do with Anat before she leaves to Florida (May 9th). Don't think going to Wiggles would be a great idea. It would be fun, but Erika seems to be jealous or envious that I am out with other people and having a good time while she is working her ass off for finals. If that is true, thats just not right.

I haven't heard from Stephen since last evening. I haven't even seen him online, I hope his bad luck didn't catch up with him.

Someone posted!

finally, someone posted a comment on my blog. I don't know if I should be disapointed or not that it was a stranger and not a friend. But its good to know that someone besides my friends reads it. Can someone explain to me what "mjauing" is? Because apparently, it seemed like I was doing that. And I don't see any Chines tiles, so I don't think it has anything to do with Majong.

I will be visiting my campus tomorrow. I have to pick up my stole for graduation. I am a member of Psi Chi (National Honor Society for Psychology). I guess I should also swing by the school store and see if they have caps and gowns available yet. While I'm gonna be on campus, of course I will visit Sci Fi Anime, drop off Richard's games. If I can track down Kapo I might buy Fable and Rally Sport 2 off of her. Since I will be going to campus before I come into the office, I will be doing a little sleeping in, so DON'T CALL ME before I wake up, and I'm not going to tell you when that will be.

I watched The Karate Kid last night. WOW, that movie is pretty bad, 80's bad. Watched pretty much the entire movie (from the point I tuned in). Brought back memories. I wish they played Karate Kid 2 right after it. Was there a 3, or was that the one with the girl? I remember there was even a Saturday morning cartoon.

I really hope I get in touch with Jen and Joe sometime soon, so I can convince them to detour by David on their way back here. Its on their way actually, so I don't see there being a problem, unless his parents are coming with them, then they can't just send them ahead or bring them too, it might cramp our party. And you gotta party with someone if their nickname for you is 'jungle-dick'

Birthday Proper

That was Monday. Erika, Anat and Stephen congradulated me again. Even Sophia, Mikhail and Amanda came out of the woodwork to congradulate me, that was nice. What a paradigm shift, the latter group used to be the closer friends.

Turns out I guessed correctly what Erika's present was for me, it was a pocket watch. She had engraved on it "with all my love, Erika" on the back. I like it. But the cove seems plain, I am going to see if I can have my 3 innitials engraved onto it in my special design. I also need to figure out how to set the calander feature and how exactly do I clip it on. Another birthday miricle was that Jen and Erika made up. Also, Erika drove on the high way all on her own for the first time. She had a job interview in a hospital, I really hope she gets it.

Dinner at Ronit's didn't happen. Poor planing caused that to fall through. But thats fine, I think I need some down time, did a lot of partying last week. Turns out the Binghampton end of semester party week is only from the 10th to 13th, so we will miss it. But maybe we can still show up, and get some partying on. Maybe I can convince Jen and Joe to detour through Bing. We have to get someone up there besides us, because the college crowd will be gone by the time we can come up. Stephen and my other party guests are invited to come up, he said so. But Stephen will be in Vegas then. On the 14th, Moi? will be performing at the Luna Lounge, thats a must see, they were fun, and this time they will be free. They wont be back in NYC untill June! When we caught them was perfect because it was their release party, and the Wau Wau Sisters had a great stage show for them. Turns out "thanks for the sex" wasn't on their album, a little disapointing, but you know how it is to be a performer, 'always keep'm wanting more.' Stephen and Brooklyn Dave are gonna miss this show.

Lots of bad stuff is (verly likely) gonna happen in 2 weeks. I could really use a big lottery win about now. Big enough so I could quit my job, maybe buy a special lady a ring, and have some security in my life. At least I still have my pants, my own underweare (at least I think it is), my car, and a bathroom sink that is still attached.

Its my birthday!

WARNING to all those who came across this through Blogger/blogspot, below are pictures that might be offensive to some people. Those people who are offended by strippers and people who like to have a good time, do not scroll past this post. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Its my birthday today, I am 22 now. For those who have been following my blog or are my closer friends, you know I celebrated it this past Saturday. I have to say it was tough to follow Friday nights partying, but the people showing up made the difference. Anat proved to be a person of integrity, since she bought me that lap dance she was talking about since, I don't know, 2 years ago? It was a very memorable, pleasurable and just darn special thing. Well, we actually went to City Scapes instead of Phenomenon because we wouldn't have been able to really hang out in a big cluster group in the other place. Now the quality of women there ranged from 7 to 2. There were maybe four 7's. I saw this one girl who reminded me of my ex-girlfriend, but hotter. She is who I picked out for my lapdance. And I don't know if it was because it was my birthday party, or because she normally doesn't do that stuff, but she did it for me in front of all my guests instead of taking me into the back area (where the private booths were). Erika got to take 2 pictures, before one of the bouncers accelerated toward us. I did ask her (I forgot her name) if she minded if my girlfriend took pictures, she said it was. They weren't the best pictures, but in one of them you sure can tell on my face that I am enjoying it. When she would rub her chest in my face, I swear, I was whimpering, like some little animal or scared child, but it was really a pleasure sound, I promise, and even getting slapped up side my face by her boobies was a pleasure. She had this tiny neon pink thong on. She obviously kept bare floorboards, and her ass was very fine. Did I mention she smelled delightful? I truly love Erika, she understand me (well, most of the time) and I don't think anyone can get a better woman (of course you can ask and imagine, I just don't think you can get one). Stephen got bottle's of champaign and vodka for us. He also got an accidental lapdance; Brooklyn David was telling me about the stripper in red who wasn't very good looking, and then she and her partner (also not good looking) came over to us, and started abusing me! I felt violated! They were grabbing my crotch and twisting my nipples! Well, the partner was also slapping the one in red on her ass. Stephen wanted to get the red one to give Devang a lapdance, but she grabbed him and took him to the private room. Samurai Dave got a lapdance too, I was surprised that he went for one. From what we saw peeking over, she didn't even undress, just exposed her tits halfway through. My girl got down to her tiny thong! Erika was getting in the swing of things and giving playful lap dances to the girls and Brooklyn Dave (AKA Victor). But Samurai Dave and Stephen were giving those out much earlier in the night. Some stranger shoved a dollar down Anat's and Erika's tops. So someone appreciated their shows. To be fair, I think I brought the hottest women into that club that night. The only time I even got hard that night was when I was dancing with Ronit and Erika. I felt kinda bad that I wasn't hard when that lovely lady was giving me a lapdance, its not that I didn't appreciate her fine skills, I did! I don't know, my penis is picky, ol' Jesus doesn't like to rise unless its...I don't know what really, but I normally don't get hard when I am out with friends. I don't feel bad that I didn't get it up for her, its just that I didn't want to seem ungrateful, if you know what I mean, or at least maybe she could have enjoyed herself a little if I was hard. I did tell her some compliments, and to be gentle because it was my first time. Besides my 3 ladies, there were maybe 3 or 4 other women in the audience/customers. Big Joe and Vito ended up bouncing to another club after maybe 2 hours or less. Stephen kept talking about going to other clubs, which kinda ate away at the good mood everytime it was brought up. He also burned me with his cigerete because he likes to wave around his hands in a typical gay fashion, he also almost light Brooklyn Dave on fire, but, shhhhh, he didn't notice. Eventually Ronit was shoving me out of the club. She and Michael (one of her friends) went to the Broadway Station, a bar on Broadway and 31st in LIC. Stephen and Devang ended up going hoe because they had pre-partied before the club, so they were TRASHED by that point. We eventually found them and watched them pick up a game of pool against some English guys. We had to cut it short because Erika was getting whinny about going home so she can sleep because she needs to study, can't be made at her for that, its important stuff. But I would have loved for the rest of us to have continued to hang out untill sunrise, which we could have caught at Astoria park, that would have been perfect! Oh well, maybe next time.

I got home it was 5am. When Erika and I left, Samurai Dave wanted to follow me so I could lead him to the Van Wyke, so I took the long way there, and ended up missing my turn (it was essentially a straight road for me with 2 real turns, and I forgot to take that 2nd one. I ended up getting on the on ramp that takes you through the park and into flushing or forks off to the Van Wyke, and he realized that, so he sped up to me and passed me laughing his ass off. And then as we continued our long way home, I passed an accident; some guy really smashed into those yellow barrels full of sand. There were emergency cars, and wreckage all over the place, and Erika goes "why are you slowing down." After I dropped Erika off, I had to gass up, I was running on fumes virually. Cost me over $35! (thats alot).

High points of the night for me were my friends being there and having a great time, the lap dance, all the joking, when The Killers came on, and what looked like Ronit wanting Erika very badly (thats very hot).

Saturday didn't start that good though. I took my truck to Stephen's to keep a spot for his truck which we were taking out to Ikea on LI. We bought his bed. Pissed off some sorry LI bastard who probably has no balls. Then hit Roosevelt Field, Stephen got his white belt, and I got some me graphic T-shirts and some out shirts that I thought Erika would like. I also got a nice new brown belt that I plan on getting a couple of cool buckles for from Ebay (don't worry Erika, they are cheap and I only want 2). Then we were going to DSW when the power steering failed on the Avalanch, which prooved to be as difficult to control as the name sake. We unloaded the bed at Devang's house, and left the truck at a shop that is owned by a friend of Stephen's boss. Big Joe dropped us off at Stephen's house. I get into my truck and turn the stearing whele and I'm like "oh no! My stearing is broken!" but actually thats just how its supposed to feel when you have power stearing. It all sounds realy like no big deal, but it was raining all day and we were stuck out there for hours. Funny though, ,the power stearing floid was still there on Sunday when we went throught the area, so I picked it up (actually I drove up to it and Stephen leaned out of the car and grabed it). After Joe dropped me off Saturday, I drove home, picked up stuff I would change into and deoderant and cologn, and drove to Erika's and she opened the door for me only in her panties, which was a great mood upper considering how the day was being a downer so far. Then I showered at her place, got dressed and went looking for Anat and Michael, and Mapquest gave me the wrong address. I did find them, and then the night began.

My 1st Lap Dance

She did a great job

Doesn't my face look happy? I got the best lapdance of all my guests that night, and come on, I was so happy I was whipering when she was doing this. Oh man, is that a nipple on my lips!? I wonder if licking was allowed? I wish Erika could have been able to take some better pictures. She was much hotter in reality. I would love to see Erika get a lapdance.

I did ask her "do you mind if my girlfriend takes pictures of this?" and she was fine wit it as long as her face wasn't in it. I think we followed through, her face is obscured by her own breast.

definately a happy camper

Is "Victor" pointing to my happy whimpering face, or to that lady on my lap that everyone in front of us might have over looked? In the background you can see Big Joe and Devang to his right. Can you guess which one is Big Joe? Just as we promised her, no face. This pic was taken by Anat. Thanks babe!

The last of my party people.

One of the English guys took this pic for us. This was in the pool room of Broadway Station. This was right before Samurai Dave, Erika and I left. The rest of them stayed. When I left "Victor" and Anat had failed to win the table from the Brits, and Michael and Ronit were gonna take them on, don't know if they succedded.

Left to Right: Anat, me, Erika, Brooklyn Dave, Samurai Dave, Ronit, Michael.

Was Michael grabbing Samurai Dave's ass? Well if he was, it looks like Samurai Dave was enjoying it! Look at those legs, mmm mmmmmmm, hey, am I on one leg? Am I doing Stephen's pose?