Yes Billy, lets get to know each other a little better!
Hi! I'm Mr. Spank. I'm a pervert. I'm a geek (no not the type that bites the heads off of chickens at freak shows. Silly Billy!). I like brit-coms, I like (Jap)anime and amateur porn. I have a BA, and I have a full time job and in January I will be going for my MS. I think American cars are crap and I drive a Ford. I stress out over things out of my control while not wanting to do the things that immediately affect me. I love it when women wear skimpy out fits, but I hate the hot weather. I love getting bundled up and walking in cold windy weather, it makes me feel alive. I have high standards but I don't mind slumming it. I hate to talk but I love sharing my thoughts and feelings. I'm really very shy. I love playing military sims but I wouldn't join a real army. I believe the world as we know will end soon, but I know it won't be the end of the world. I love the city, only because I can escape to the contry. The first time I had sex, it was bad, but the person wasn't. I always tell myself to not have any regrets, but thats because I have so many. I value friends more than I do family. I have a few people that I can truly call friends. My family is very expansive. Some people don't believe me when I talk about them. A bunch are spread across North America, some are in South America, some are across Europe, and a couple in Australia. No Billy, none in Anartica or Africa, well, at least none that I know of yet.
Pearljam used to scare me. I remember chanel surfing saturday mornings after cartoons and seeing commercials for their concerts and it would scare me, well maybe repulse me more than scare me. When I was younger we didn't have MTV, and I really wanted to see what it was all about, and when I did see it, it really bored me when it wasn't scaring me. Funny how that damn chanel scares me more than ever now, but for completly different reasons. When I got to High School Marlyn Manson scared the crap out of me. I thought if I would listen to any bit of his music I would turn into one of those scary kids with the lunch boxes and the torn up hosiery and the scary make up and those stripped stockings. Those kids are 'F'ing scary still. I remember watching Jenny Jones late at night (the begining of my sleeping problems goes back to around that time) and they would always have these people bring their kids who dressed like that, and the kids would say they will never dress differently. I remember thinking that if I listend to Manson I would end up just like them. When Beautiful People came out I was so scared to watch the video and hear the music, but I did, and I realized that he is good. I never dressed like those scary kids, and I don't see them around anymore. I remember there was this intense red head my freshmen year. She would sometimes show up to my Social Studies class. She was intense, full of rage, one time in the cafeteria I remember seeing her stabbing a voodoo dall with pens. I don't think I remember seeing her since freshmen year. Pearljam still makes me want to change the channel/station.
I say "karpi diam" even though I know I am saying it wrong, and that I am full of fear.
Hey! Billy! Where are you going? What do you mean 'enough sharing?' Fine! humph!
Pearljam used to scare me. I remember chanel surfing saturday mornings after cartoons and seeing commercials for their concerts and it would scare me, well maybe repulse me more than scare me. When I was younger we didn't have MTV, and I really wanted to see what it was all about, and when I did see it, it really bored me when it wasn't scaring me. Funny how that damn chanel scares me more than ever now, but for completly different reasons. When I got to High School Marlyn Manson scared the crap out of me. I thought if I would listen to any bit of his music I would turn into one of those scary kids with the lunch boxes and the torn up hosiery and the scary make up and those stripped stockings. Those kids are 'F'ing scary still. I remember watching Jenny Jones late at night (the begining of my sleeping problems goes back to around that time) and they would always have these people bring their kids who dressed like that, and the kids would say they will never dress differently. I remember thinking that if I listend to Manson I would end up just like them. When Beautiful People came out I was so scared to watch the video and hear the music, but I did, and I realized that he is good. I never dressed like those scary kids, and I don't see them around anymore. I remember there was this intense red head my freshmen year. She would sometimes show up to my Social Studies class. She was intense, full of rage, one time in the cafeteria I remember seeing her stabbing a voodoo dall with pens. I don't think I remember seeing her since freshmen year. Pearljam still makes me want to change the channel/station.
I say "karpi diam" even though I know I am saying it wrong, and that I am full of fear.
Hey! Billy! Where are you going? What do you mean 'enough sharing?' Fine! humph!
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