Last Friday Of July
man, this summer is nearing the end. Last night we celibrated Big Joe's bday with a dinner at Tennessee Mt. courtesy of City Spec, Inc. It was delicious. Everyone barely finshed whatever their last rib was. I was feeling so full in the morning I ended up getting out of bed mad early. Even got to work at 8:45. Even answered a phone call while I was there! I'm still there, err, ah, still here that is. Reading some cases and seperating them by types. Some are intersting. But I spent alot of time looking at stuff online. First I checked out the Russian counter to the Hummer, the Kombat, and the Russian counter to the HMMVEE, the Tiger. Then I decided to look up AKs, and I ended up checking out various Airsoft assault riffles. I tell you I am loving this AK47, and am really considering getting it. I found one for under $40, so thats the one I will probably end up getting.
But on a much more serious note, I need to make a big change in my life. I need to change jobs. I don't like to sit around and look at stuff online most of the work day! Some is great, but not most of the time! I need to feel like I am an essential member of a team. And make more money. But I don't want to switch to a job where I will get stuck in for the rest of my life. I really don't think I will do well enough on my 2nd LSAT to get into law school. I am still going to prepare for it and take the test, I am registered for October 1st. So if I don't go that route, I don't know if I will ever become a professional or even have a decent living salary where I won't seem like I am riding Erika's coat tails. I do have a couple of temporary solutions in front of me. Yesterday I found out more about one, now I need to get more details about the other. The 1st might lead to something greater, but it starts out lower, the 2nd would start out higher, but I have no idea where it will lead to. And the person I need to talk to isn't online during the day, or night lately. I don't really want to call her because I can't really talk long, and this would be a long convo.
On other issues; I am going upstate tonight. Just me and my mom. Charlie might be coming up this weekend, probably not though. Jenya is up. Sophia will be coming up. This might get weird. I guess I can enjoy the out doors during the day, and study in the evening. I really wish I didn't plan on becoming a lawyer and had other skills. I have so much anxiety over my seemingly insecure future, I can't even focuse on other activities. I am trying to write about other stuff, but it keeps coming back to this!
But on a much more serious note, I need to make a big change in my life. I need to change jobs. I don't like to sit around and look at stuff online most of the work day! Some is great, but not most of the time! I need to feel like I am an essential member of a team. And make more money. But I don't want to switch to a job where I will get stuck in for the rest of my life. I really don't think I will do well enough on my 2nd LSAT to get into law school. I am still going to prepare for it and take the test, I am registered for October 1st. So if I don't go that route, I don't know if I will ever become a professional or even have a decent living salary where I won't seem like I am riding Erika's coat tails. I do have a couple of temporary solutions in front of me. Yesterday I found out more about one, now I need to get more details about the other. The 1st might lead to something greater, but it starts out lower, the 2nd would start out higher, but I have no idea where it will lead to. And the person I need to talk to isn't online during the day, or night lately. I don't really want to call her because I can't really talk long, and this would be a long convo.
On other issues; I am going upstate tonight. Just me and my mom. Charlie might be coming up this weekend, probably not though. Jenya is up. Sophia will be coming up. This might get weird. I guess I can enjoy the out doors during the day, and study in the evening. I really wish I didn't plan on becoming a lawyer and had other skills. I have so much anxiety over my seemingly insecure future, I can't even focuse on other activities. I am trying to write about other stuff, but it keeps coming back to this!
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